Daisy Jubilee

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As I lie here in bed at 2am ๐ŸŒ‘comforting my little one ๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿผwho has woken with a temp. I find myself thinking about the notion of loneliness. As I sit on the brink of divorce and manifesting my dream business after years of being to scared to do either.๐Ÿ‘ฃ
My feelings are this, there is nothing more lonely than living a lie. Spending your time wanting, yearning for a life love ๐Ÿ’•a connection that simply canโ€™t be met. Holding up the mirage the fantasy relationship you wish you were having pretending to the world that itโ€™s all ok when itโ€™s not....Itโ€™s so not. 
Then there is the denial of self when we donโ€™t allow ourselves to be expressed in the right way the way that we feel is true to our own blue print. ๐Ÿ‘—๐Ÿ’„๐Ÿ‘—๐Ÿ‘ฃ๐Ÿ’„๐Ÿ‘ฃ
Itโ€™s a self created cage that for some reason so many of us put ourselves in. Slowly digging ourselves deeper and deeper locked in. 
The irony being that although at the time it feels impossible to escape the lonely self for filled entanglement, inn actual fact itโ€™s not so bad. Sure it takes time but not that long. Sure you need to sob ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ขtremble pray ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™๐Ÿปyour fear and terror about what might happen out. 
The sheer magic of stepping up a showing ๐Ÿ‘ฃwho you really are is the most incredible thing. Doing whatever it is you wanted to do but weโ€™re too scared too trapped. All of a sudden you realise that all those years desperately wanting to be loved satisfied and well just not being. Was simply because I was looking for love ๐Ÿ’•and expression in all the wrong places. Because yes it truly is that old cliche love really does have to start with ourselves ๐Ÿ˜Šand being bold enough and brave enough to brazenly love ๐Ÿ’•who you are then just get right on it and get out and share it. Sit back a just feel the love pour back. Thatโ€™s it really there is nothing more lonely than living a lie.....#truth #lies #loneliness #selflove #lovebomb #beyourtruth #feelthelove ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–
Who knew you could find wisdom in the kitchen sink.. well way before having children a  clairvoyant said I would. Slightly confused I dreamt up many Disney like notions...(yeah thanks for that, it really helped me, um not!!) So quite a few years later I get what she was saying,  through the continuous task of clearing up loving, washing up loving more, doing deep work on myself to be more patient more understanding more companionate and that again.
One day you just wake up and you get it the only thing that matters is love ๐Ÿ’– and well with 3 little ones and all their mess there is soooo much of that Iโ€™m drowning it it along with all the washing up!! #motherswisdom #family #love #morelove #endlessmess
Letโ€™s say the futures bright ๐ŸŒž๐ŸŒ• in truth we donโ€™t ever really know whatโ€™s coming next do we? Had a great conversation once about how  a pessimist quite often has a more realistic idea about what the future holds. However an optimist is far more likely to achieve their goals despite the trip ups. ๐ŸŒ‘ So from where Iโ€™m sitting as a full blown perhaps slightly gullible maybe a little too trusting (thatโ€™s the hurt speaking) optimist,the future is bloody bright maybe even dazzling. Thereโ€™s allot of sequins in my mind right now....more on that in next weeks blog โ€œwhatโ€™s the connection between your vitality and sequinsโ€๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ For now and today the only thing on my mind is how to love ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’•โœจ๐Ÿ’•bomb myself so the sadness ๐Ÿ˜ž the shame, the feeling that I want to sabotage myself can heal. So that I can focus on the super bright โœจ๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒž๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒ whatever the fuck I want future.....#thefutureisbright #optimistic #lovebomb #divorce #motherhood #transformation #livelife #sequins #sequinsaretheanswer #love photo is tbt last week on the beach ๐ŸŒž๐ŸŒ
For the last year Iโ€™ve been blogging about style ๐Ÿ’„fashion ๐Ÿ‘—and a spiritual ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿปconnection to ourselves and the relationships we have to the above. However the last few months Iโ€™ve struggled to keep going because Iโ€™m going through a divorce and learning  how to be a single parent. ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜” So this weeks blog is close to my ๐Ÿ’“ ๐Ÿ’“ heart. Iโ€™ve shared with you how Iโ€™m feeling and I need to be supported....communities are powerful and we have to power to hold and help each other rise simply with our thoughts. So Iโ€™ve written how the best way to do so when our friends are going through such times. Iโ€™m also asking that you stay with me....Iโ€™m coming through ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’„๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’„(with the power of lipstick and inner strength ๐Ÿ˜‚)there is so much good stuff coming I promise!
So follow the link in the bio for my blog... โ€œthere is so much going right now, stay with me hold me in love and lightโ€#blogger #divorce #innerstrength #lightistheway #staywithme #connectionnotseparation
Missing this little kitty ๐Ÿฑ canโ€™t wait to get back for a purr and a snuggle! #kittylove #babyno4๐Ÿ˜‚ #love๐Ÿ’–โœจ๐Ÿ’–
Car goals, just call me Penelope pit stop! ๐Ÿ’–โœจ๐Ÿ’–๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’–โœจ๐ŸŒธ#pinktomaketheboyswink #cargoals #pink #pink ๐Ÿ‘„๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ‘„
Nature expansion ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ
Apparently we have a budding make up artist in our house, who knew ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธhalf term antics going on in our house. Forget fashion week darling ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿคฉ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’„๐Ÿ‘„๐Ÿ’„happy Valentineโ€™s Day ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’„๐Ÿ’‹
Getting cosy by the ๐Ÿ”ฅ
Nature therapy today ๐Ÿ˜
Throw back to last Friday eve my beautiful friend wearing one of my necklaces which I dug out from old stock...โœจ๐Ÿ’–โœจ