Venus Smileygal

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The lights went off...
Outside the lightning is striking its fury.
With the sound of raindrops in the roof.
Inside, the mellow sound of the piano playing.
As I watch the candles burning...
I just wish I have a wine in my hand to fully enjoy this blissful moment...
Gracefully welcoming summer... 🏖🌞
"In the summer girls come 
and summer girls go... Some are worthwhile... And some are so-so...
Summertime girls got it goin on...
Shake and wiggle to a hip hop song..." ~ Summer Girls (LFO)
This is my daily grind... 🤓👩🏻‍💻
Work and play is my way to survive in this thing called life or something like it. 😜
Luxury is anything that feels special. 
I mean, it can be a moment, it can be a walk on the beach, it could be a kiss from your child, or it could be a beautiful picture frame, a special fragrance... I think luxury doesn't necessarily have to mean expensive. ~ Aerin Lauder
Im tactless.
Im careless.
Im snob.
Im no good.
No matter what I do and say, people will always misunderstood me. 
I guess thats okay... People who matter, people who truly cares, and people who love you will accept you for who you are and who you aren’t.
They will understand your actions and why you cant express yourself clearly.
They will seat beside you letting you know they are there to help you and will not force you to tell them the pain that you are silently battling inside until you’re ready.
They will stay and never left you even if you push them away...
Coz having coffee with the best friend, is all of the therapy I need.
Thanks for the encouragement and boost of confidence as always @deestaniel! 😘
#Mondate #Coworking
... The years keep passing by
The black flower roams the field
Waiting to find someone
To take down her protective shield
Each year that passes by
The flowers strength has grown
With her heart so cold
She wanders the field alone.
~ SmileItsBritt
Digging into my memory box, I found several small notebooks full of “Dear Diary....” notes. 
I probably survived all those difficult and lonely days, when I was young, through journaling. I am hoping to bring that habit back, coz I need it the most now. 
This 2019, I look forward to express my own thoughts and feelings through writing. 
#blogit #expressit #gratitudejournal #writeitdown #2019givingjournal
2018. This year has been hard for me but I am still thankful for all it has given me. 
I may have struggled financially and has not enjoyed much luxury Ive enjoyed years back but my experiences this year made me wiser and richer emotionally. 
Self worth.... This are words I always read but never really understand until this year. 2018 introduce me to what self worth is and why it should be my priority. Ive always put others needs infront of me, my needs always the last option. I always think how my action would impact the people around me, if I disappoint them or they’re not happy I should adjust myself in order to make them happy. 
But this year, it change. Maybe not drastically but my slow and baby step made difference...
My severe anxiety and depression made me realized...
That its okay to disappoint other people and not meet their expectations of you. 
That it’s okay to free yourself from negativity and walk away from things that giving you anxiety.
Its okay to ask help, and receive help.
Its okay to let go of things and most specially of people.
That its okay not to care... not to worry.
That its okay to be imperfect.
That its okay to be happy.
That its okay to love yourself and put yourself first before anyone else. To always enjoy every bit of silence and slow moments. #ThankYou2018
I am Venus and I am confidently beautiful with a heart... ❤️ #MissUniverse2019🤣
Beauty has so many forms, and I think the most beautiful thing is confidence and loving yourself. ~ Kiesza
March 30, 2002.... After graduation ceremony, everyone is busy exchanging gifts and memorabilias... Here's one of those precious one I recieved... or rather asked. 😅 @Deestaniel pillow, which she always had in her chair in our classroom. 
This one always in my bedside til now. I have probably attracted for Dee to stick in my life because of this... 😝
***Just me being sentimental and all.